I wish my arms
had a reach equivalent
to the hear in gods ears...
Or
Hands that could
embed love into
all those who's
tamed by fear
Bullies in parental
camouflage a disguise
that portrays care, so
it's natural they see love
that appearance keeps
the child unaware
What could a child
possibly do for you
to inflict a permanent
bruise.... scars that
never fade growth can't
defeat the memory of
mommy or daddy intentionally
being cruel, yea we get older and
learn from broken rules but you
can't reverse the damage of
a heart that's black and blued
You can't rewind the
time where pain was
introduced due to a
mood, frustrated work
days made beatings
a stress reliever after
school, daily arguements
turned physical when it came
to you leaving you questioning
above like " GOD WHAT THE
HELL DID I EVEN DO"
tears become disable
there's no feelings
left to be removed you
become conditioned by
the pain theirs nothing left
for you to lose
raised by one who
endured an arsenal of
abuse so im aware
of the fight I'm currently
living with the proof
What was done in
her past time struggles
to erase... Some situations
she prevails due to her
"Parents" prior mistakes,
granting her strengths one
could only acquire when
coming from a horrid place
but please don't be confused
the depression is still great
other situations tend
to register as "fake"
when you've never
been fed affection how
could you identify it's
delightful taste.. learned
to love as an adult her
entire childhood was
absent faith so to believe
anyone cared to her knowledge
was a waste
Fifty four years young
and still takes it day
by day, who'd think a
couple years of abuse
would affect you all
this way
Out of reach
(c) 2012 viewtifulink
had a reach equivalent
to the hear in gods ears...
Or
Hands that could
embed love into
all those who's
tamed by fear
Bullies in parental
camouflage a disguise
that portrays care, so
it's natural they see love
that appearance keeps
the child unaware
What could a child
possibly do for you
to inflict a permanent
bruise.... scars that
never fade growth can't
defeat the memory of
mommy or daddy intentionally
being cruel, yea we get older and
learn from broken rules but you
can't reverse the damage of
a heart that's black and blued
You can't rewind the
time where pain was
introduced due to a
mood, frustrated work
days made beatings
a stress reliever after
school, daily arguements
turned physical when it came
to you leaving you questioning
above like " GOD WHAT THE
HELL DID I EVEN DO"
tears become disable
there's no feelings
left to be removed you
become conditioned by
the pain theirs nothing left
for you to lose
raised by one who
endured an arsenal of
abuse so im aware
of the fight I'm currently
living with the proof
What was done in
her past time struggles
to erase... Some situations
she prevails due to her
"Parents" prior mistakes,
granting her strengths one
could only acquire when
coming from a horrid place
but please don't be confused
the depression is still great
other situations tend
to register as "fake"
when you've never
been fed affection how
could you identify it's
delightful taste.. learned
to love as an adult her
entire childhood was
absent faith so to believe
anyone cared to her knowledge
was a waste
Fifty four years young
and still takes it day
by day, who'd think a
couple years of abuse
would affect you all
this way
Out of reach
(c) 2012 viewtifulink
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