Friday, April 29, 2011

Guilt trip

Gone...


On a journey in which I
Wish I didn't take, rewarded
With such a gift after committing
A dreadful mistake


Let's revisit a time where
Our glow would vividly shine,
A love so bright it snuck light
Giving sight to the blind


So strong it pulled one out
Of there mind, soothing love
It's thought places one in
A state of recline


It was time....


My finger points in it's
direction, that beast should
Take the blame of this disloyal
Infection


They say time heals all but
Never once mentioned it's
Destruction, It's annoying
Dragging pace induced this
State of corruption


Things I've held within has
Made it's way to the surface,
A Crab like clinch while
questioning if it's worth it


I'm hurting..


There's heat beneath my skin
I feel it burning, A painful
Lesson giving by Deception
And I swear to god I'm
learning


In route of bursting...


My skin beginning to
stretch, gradually it rises
In pain creating distance
Between my flesh


It's vexed


Upset at being shackled
Down for so long, a draft
Felt within my body Implying
My skin has torn


This is wrong...


Making her feel like
She wasn't born, I have
To stop this pain,


Shit!........


I think I waited to long.


Guilt trip
Copyright@ggrayson

Thursday, April 28, 2011

immunity

For one to understand joy
They would of had to experience
Pain, some hurt long term the
The feeling seems irremovable
It's now a stain


Time and time again she
enduresMore pain, the
Agony repeats itself Leaving
The outcome to be the same


Stain after stain, not one
Was washed clean, creating
A build up of hurt its now
Plastered to her frame


A body tattooed with hurt
Dismisses any incoming
Pain, being saturated with
Dirt decreases room for
Added stains


Now covered in so much
Filth it begans to act as a rejuvenating shield ,
Deflecting further damage
Allowing her ego to heal


It builds..


Strengthening the structure
In her neck, now her
Head kept high her chin
No longer meets her chest


Protected from harm by
Her past as it encourage
Greater health, In this
Department no worries
Repetitive pain isn't felt


Rebuilt without the
Ability to become wounded
By a man, she now lives
A stronger life due to her
Natural ability to withstand


Physically we are superior
With out effort inflicting
Damage, mentally we're
Inferior handing women
The long term advantage


A god given gift to
All women never quit,
You are trained for this
Fight You'll always win
As if it's fixed


Immunity

Copyright@ggrayson

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

definition of me

Someone once asked me
to described Myself in a
couple words,I gasped
Via thoughts of my passion
And this is what was heard....


I love to spread my passion
Im told it's felt when one
Reads, if my ink amazes
You Take a glimpse at
What happens when I
Bleed


A specific breed...


Those who were blessed
With my presence tell tales
Of feeling something when
I breathe, Unexplainable
It is but they know it's
What they need


I am freed...


My soul extracted from
My body, this is how it
Seems when my pen gets
Frisky with the Paper
And starts massaging


Caressing one another there
Bond induced by my hand,
An action sent from my mind
That thought encouraged by
His hand


A man...


One in which I believe
Has my life set and planned,
My creator, the force behind
Such epic behavior


My savior..


Each piece is like a thank you
Note acknowledging this gift
Is indeed a great favor.


When you read pay close
Attention to the quality
Of my ink it is blood,
Pumped from my heart
that's why when I write
I stress I'm spreading
Love


If one is ever fortunate
To cross a piece written
By viewtiful ink, Cherish
The feeling you endure
Because our lord is in
Sync

Definition of me

switching seasons

She is one who's path
Seemed rigged with explosives,
Every step no matter the direction
She was rewarded with explosions


Her standards often changed
As if they came equipped
With her clothing, She'd
Embrace many flavors
Not one her stomach managed
Holding


An issue with intimacy one
In which she had no solution,
Her lack of luck with men
Aided the thought of she
Being her worlds pollution


Each time a relationship
Is given the gift of life,
Within weeks it's dimmed
Not even a month and it's
Absent light


An outcome she feels
Has become fond of
Her company, it's presence
Feed off her pain clearly showing
Signs of jealousy


Hungry for more it eats
Away without warning,
Dismissing every contender
As if for the time they were
Only touring


Mission failed in finding
Love just seems to be a
Never ending story, her
Passion for men has
Slowly Bled Her
relationship Life is weary


Absent the mental strength
It takes to keep her fight
Alive, her white flag has
Began to wave her faith
Has taken a dive


To give up is far from
Her nature but repetition
Induces Her to quit, teasing
And taunting her daily
about this issue that can't
Be fixed


Men now made part of
Her past and her future
Seems awfully bright,
Only one attempt with
Women and she forever
Embraced loves light


Switching seasons
Copyright@ggrayson

Saturday, April 23, 2011

forever sleep

Not in his wildest dreams would
He have dreamt of such things,
A prisoner to his sleep in search
Of a door to his awakening


The night in which he slept
Dates back two and a half
Years, Shackled within a
Dream of our worlds influential
Dares


His life existed absent a drug
A virgin to intoxication,
His military background
Aided this task Of
Eluding such a destructive
Infestation


An island filled with great
temptation Its presented
In an abnormal size, a gesture
Done to convince one that there's
More then what's told by his
Eyes


A high of all highs is portrayed
By a floating man, attempting
To use his heart as a lure if he
Acts his assistance will lend
Them a higher hand


A bottle filled with equipment
Ones in which he loved to use,
An influence within an influence
Trickery consisting his military
Tools


Another bottle sits as a trap
As it seems filled with a black
Hole, an attempt to induce his
Thoughts ones in which it's a
Route back home


The last bottle gives a clue
Towards a way to escape
This dream, its filled with
Death implying to the result if
He drinks that head of a
skeleton


Peer pressure also lives near
As he's faced with a can of
paint, his friends often got high
Using it some may even faint


A cigarette slow yet honest
Killer used to ease one of stress,
They saved the best for last
A time like this one would have
Much to free from his chest


Trapped for nearly three years
And still not once has he
Poisoned himself, stuck in
A dreamworld and still
Lives with passion for his health


Forever sleep
Copyright@ggrayson

Friday, April 22, 2011

abandoned

Normally he's awaken by
The sounds of debating
Birds, today was awkward
He woke up late and silence
Is what was heard


Not feeling like himself
Almost as if his soul
And body were
segregated ,A stroll
Gave proof of an empty
House for some reason
Him and his family has
Been separated


Confusion spoke to him
Suggesting he'd get dress,
Eager Lends a hand towards
Confusions forceful Request


Standing on his porch in
Deep thought of Why
Everyone kept from
Sight, that thought easily
Dismissed once he
acknowledged it was
Night


Curiosity acted as a lure
So he walked the deserted
Streets, a couple strangers he
Did endure but they just
watched like they couldn't
Speak


"Hello what's going on"?
He asked each and every
stranger, all there eye lids
Hit the sky as if they were
Suddenly faced with danger


What would cause a sudden
Disappearance he thought
Of natural disasters, immediately
Questioned that thought after
Sounds in which resembled
Laughter


His attention set on a church
One in which seemed filled with
People, he approached the
window slowly moving
close enoughTo peak through


What he assumed was
laughter introduced him
To great fear, the picture painted
Before his eyes encouraged
Uninvited tears


His family, his friends damn
Near his entire town, taking
Part in a ceremony in which
Is done before one is place
Beneath the ground


Only one person was missing
Now obvious you know who,
We must think I know I
Wonder.......


Will death be a surprise to you,


Turning around his chin
glued to his chest Mentally
lost withWhat was
Found , understanding it's
him That will forever
Rest his bed deep underground


His hurt met by his peers
Them weird Strangers all
Drifted near, greeting him
With comfort there love
Absorbed his tears and
Washed away most in
Which he feared


Welcomed into afterlife
A new beginning after death,
Excited for his future but
disappointed with what he
Left


Abandoned
Copyright@ggrayson

Monday, April 18, 2011

when she sleeps

She lives by the book a
Life proceeded without
Sin, fighting temptation
Everyday to follow
The laws in which are
Held within


She breathes in what he seeks
Our savior encouraged her
Every belief, but something
Tends to creep inducing
corruptionWhen she sleeps


Ripping and raging through
Her dreams bringing to
Life things shes never seen,
Horrid visuals Unsettling
Scenes which plagued her
Mind with thoughts that
Weren't clean


Eager to awake only to
Live in fear of sleep, mentally
Acknowledging that fear so
She's forced to negatively think


What happen in her dreams
Has seem to find it's way
To life, illusions now daily
Pollution substituting itself
With light


Feeding off constant thought
And fear it's now strong enough
To randomly appear, turning all
Her daily routines into the things
She encountered in her dreams


Reclined in the bathtub she gave
Her eyes a rest, comfortably she
Sat while the water massaged her
Chest, alerted by an indecent scent
And the feeling of a bloody mess
Quickly opened and at first
glance it would seem that she
Made A good guess


Lucifer works to ruin
Our lives aiming to hurt
And weaken our drive,
Keep faith in your god
And he'll help you see,
That nothing or no one
Can hide what you seek


When she sleeps
Copyright@ggrayson

the sky is the limit

As a child most are privileged
To have influential parents,
Something she lacked growing
Up it's absence she couldn't
Understand it


Never once encouraged to
Become the best in which
She can be, mistreated by
Both parents thoughts of
Her life a worthless one
That assumption made
easily


Her father a drunk his
Abuse not only consisting
Of influential drugs, when
Intoxicated his habit
broadened her mother
Endured a great amount
Of that love


Not once has his hands
Been an accomplice
To his daughters pain,
But his fury is often
Felt her mother strikes
Her in his name


Bruises to her face and body
addTo her dreadful appearance,
Her attire wounded and stitched
Aiding her desire of a public disappearance


Taunted by other kids
Those who appear most
Fortunate, made to feel
Her birth itself was a great
Misstatement


An unforgettable childhood
Memories in which she
Tried to shake, such horrid
Thoughts act as a plague
Chaining her to that state


Now an adult her past
Still barricades her From
future success, an obstacle
Most would agree has played
A major part in her living
Depressed


The sky is the limit we
All can be what we choose
To be, constantly put down
Shes tamed to believe her sky
Lys Beneath her feet
the sky is the limit

Copyright@ggrayson

Friday, April 15, 2011

love is like a plant

Love is growth, it's something
Developed between two, it's
Life inspired by the means in
Which other things fall through


Loyalty ......


Is key when love is
What one seeks, being
Devoted to another aids in
The planting of the seed


Trust is that second hand
In the rooting of what is
desired, absent the ability
To turn your back can easily
Set ones plant on fire


Commitment......


Would be that fertilizer in
Which assist this plant
In growth, if both parties
Lack commitment that route
There on in search of love
Is possibly an never ending
Road


Communication.....


Acts as water your plants
Favorite dish, it has the
Ability to heal open wounds
Good communication is like
A stitch

Love is a plant it's growth
Depends of many different
Things, if you want your
Plant to live long make sure
You treat it by those means


Love is like a plant

Thursday, April 14, 2011

a letter to his past

Dear: past.....


It's been three days since
The authorities payed me
That visit, a day in which
I wish I would of never
Asked who is it


It's been three days since
That officer said sir it's
Your wife, the look that
Plagued his face I knew
The following statement
Couldn't of been nice


The thought alone of harm
Done to her sent a sharp pain
Through my back, "sir her
Car.........


It slid off the road" immediately
My heart........


It cracked......


Is she ok?....


I asked as love trickled down from
My eyes, hoping and praying
That, that morningWasn't
my last goodbye


The last time I felt her
Lips, the last time I asked
For a kiss,


The final time these grateful
Hands embraced the comfort
Of her skin.....


The wind.....


It blew, I endured
a whiff of Her scent, I felt
It was a sign from him assuring
That this was her end.....


The officer, his expression
Blends......


With the message foretold
By the winds


That thought of harm now
Evolved to reality my heart
Split wide open, for the last
Three days I've been dying
Via the blood lost within


It's been three days since
My cheeks and eye lashes
played Tag, my place filled
With filth my body in need
Of A bath


It's been three days since
My blood began to stain
My insides, influenced by
The news of my loves life
Being deprived


These last three days have
Been the most complex
Ones of my life, i understand
She would want the best for
Me so I've continue to fight


Today I received a call regarding
My wife's prior state, I had no idea
Not one clue that twins were part of
My fate


This letter is addressed to
Past because my present life
Has expired, I've lost the
Means to live times three
For me living is no longer
Required


Ps: I loved my past


A letter to his past

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

project XxX #1

She was one with no
Ties thee ideal test subject,
Taken against her will for
Years segregated from
The public


Her body soaked in passion
For months at a time, her
Skin seasoned with it's aroma
So her scent stimulates your
Mind


Trained in the arts of
Seduction So most are
Easily acquired as prey,
Her appearance at first
isn't striking So her
craft usually leaves
Victims dismayed


Broken down and reassembled
Her foundation based with
Pleasures, enabling her sexual
Peek to reach heights no other
Can measure


Her build requires her to
Feed a strong desire for
For sex indeed, now tamed
With a sexual greed but lacks
The ability to feel pleased


Her duty to the world
Is complemented by her
Unique creation, she strives
For satisfaction inducing
Sex to be an occupation,
Working hard inspired
By thoughts of Her long
Awaited climax, lacking
The knowledge of her build
In which that specific feature
Was purposely detached


Not only a mental programing
Or the soaking of her skin, many
Things were enhanced via the
Enjoyment of humans


Her Eyes turned into
Lures it's color is highly
Attractive, her lips now
Full and soft perfect for
when she's interactive


Her breast lifted and shaped
Of ideal size, her second attribute
Used as a lure first being her
Eyes


Her waist shrunken while
Her back side Invaded more
Space, An addition in which
Most men Would comfortably
Embrace


Her legs perfectly shaped
Complementing her small
Waist, as her feet were
Carved beautifully so
Admirable one would
Desire a taste


This project was a success
And led to the breeding of
Many more, a creation in the past
That influenced our present now there labeled whores


Project XxX # 1

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

press replay

Now laying in awe of
prior defeat her body
Is blissfully weak, not
Once but twice she endured
Such passion thanks to
Her minds request for a
Repeat


She embraces a rush one
In which encourages
Her blush and drives
Her legs to tremble, followed
By the freeing of fluids ones
In which a waterfall would
Resemble

He taunts her cursing and
Shouting,squeezing and
Spanking in response
She begs for more, her request
Is met via his thumb penetrating
Her back door


A third party aids
To the assault it's
Warmth enhances
The passion, heavy
Breathing and vibrations
From humming multiplies
Her vaginal satisfaction


Two on one her clitoris
Overwhelmed smothered
By his lips and tongue,
Repetitive motions with
Adjustments in speeds
And soon this match
Will be done


His lips flirted with hers
Now that his hands and mouth
Switched place, his fingertips
Peacefully fondled her chest
As if her skin they were destine
To erase


Her thoughts grew deeper
Revealing footage which
Heightened her mental state,
He Created a trail of moister
From her breast down to her
Sensation estate


Currently set at low speeds
The perfect gear for this
Particular deed, she directed
His hand To a place of need
An area in which had a
Continuity greed


Making his way down he took
His talents a tad bit lower,
Her breast now his focus
He Introduced her nipples to
His oral motor


Her neck the second victim
To meet his manipulative
Lips, gradually he spreads
His loves inducing her feet
To resemble tight fists


Her first thought was how
It began with lips greeting
Her forehead , one gentle
Peck and stroke of her
Hair as if it was time for
Bed


As commanded she thinks
Retaining visuals of the
Action, on duty to satisfy
Her mind via backwards
Thoughts retracing the
Passion


Mentally she's still aroused
Her thoughts lack the ability
To grow weak, it sends a message
Throughout her body it desires
A replay a rewinding of her
Peek

press replay

Monday, April 11, 2011

casted away

High school were the grounds
In which portrayed there
Royal palace, there presence
Admired by peers due to
There superior beauty
Advantage


Goddesses disguised as
Teenagers for most this
Statement was true, Those
In disbelief wouldn't agree
The sky's were blue


A flock of five....


Flawless doves surround
By scrappy pigeons, ones who
Took being faultless as a
Sacred religion


An unfortunate accident one
Which awarded life time scars,
Induced by the untamed rage
Of a streaming car


A hit the others believed
Placed a blindfold on
There attraction, There only
solution involved a discarding
Of such distraction


Excluded from There outings
Done Purposely she lacked
Invitation, A deed that aided
Her downfall presenting her
Current transformation


Trained to believe she was
Unworthy constantly ignored
And neglected, attempts to
Reason and bribe her "freiends"
But even those proposals were
Quickly rejected


Disrespected.....


Now overwhelmed with such
A feeling, Her thoughts under
A different guidance she no
Longer feels her appearance
Is appealing


Preparing for school daily
Now absorbed less of
Her time, Her appearance
Influenced others to believe
The accident left her partially
Blind


Makeup Not one of her desires
As her hair now fixed before
Her face, Her clothes were
Mismatched and tacky it
Seems she misplaced her
Fashionable taste


The treatment she endured
Deprived her of total confidence,
Harsh taunting and dreadful
Names Assisted in her
Being convinced


Take advantage of the pain
Life throws in your path,
Embrace it as a lesson to
Induce growth on your behalf


Casted away

Friday, April 8, 2011

her favorite muscle

The call..........


Hello....?


Her morning smile induced
By his picture, awakened to
His digits which stood in
Resemblance to a scripture


Good morning....


His voice formed a set of
Hands upon her back,
A flinch influenced by his
Tone his touch implying
Just relax


She speaks.....


Not before her tongue
Massages her lips, a
Deep moisturize as in
preparation for a kiss


For what reason do I
Deserve such a blessing,
At this time of day
Your speech plagues my
body with affection


He laughs......


It's encouraged by her comedic
Question, followed by a
whisper.......


You see..... It's my morning
erection, awakened by it's
Presence And it's series of
Questions,


First involving you its
Trainer then a request
For an early session,


Session!!.....


She repeats as if her
Ears ran deaf upon
His question, gasping
Via her thought of his
Prior thrusting


Well.... You see, this
Gym doesn't open until
Eleven but I see he's
Stressing so come get
An early lesson


Deep breaths.....


Anticipation strikes his lip
Through the presence of
His teeth, leaving marks
Of eagerness for there
Scheduled meet,


Then he speaks......


Cool we'll be there in about
An hour, she slices there
Conversation ok let me
Go take a shower


The meeting.......


He's greeted not by her
Presence but by an act
Of seduction, the door
Left ajar directed by sounds
Of the shower running


His ears aid his journey
On his path to satisfaction,
Upon arrival of his destination
He witness his accomplice is
Dressed for action


Outside the door commanded
To halt by the palm of
her hand, She gave herself
a glimpse implying he
was in need of Her program


His eyes caress her body
While his hands aids to
His nudity, his thoughts
Aid the blood flow in
Which is desired for this
Type of unity


With a slight movement of
Her finger she invites him
To her space, his presence
Is appreciated told by
Moister in that place


He embraces her saturated
Body in the tub the water
Still cascades, Elevating
There level of passion and
Enhancing her vaginal
State


The shower door used as
Support While he caters
To her needs, his lips
Graze her back top to
Bottom at low speeds


She slightly pleads....


Suggesting he doesn't tease
His tongue penetrates her
Cave introducing weakness
To her knees


Now standing tall he reached
peekOf his full potential,
A grin invades her face as
She caught glimpse of her
Favorite utensil


Her back pasted to the glass
While she endures great Aerial
Pleasures, satisfaction paints
The walls as she enjoys her
Time of leisure


Passion makes it's presence
Known through the sound
of The crashing door, It
Speaks in such a tone one
In which can lead to
Them storming to
The floor


Each repeated thrust
Pulls her closer to her
Peek, her contiguity
With the glass acts
As stimulation so
The pleasures are
increased


Her state is steep....


Now in mode set to
Release, his ear
Clinched by her teeth,
What she felt was potent
So her grip cause him to
Bleed


She's forced to scream......


Sounds of pain is what
It seems, if those walls
Could talk they'll explain
The story of when passion
Sings


Gradually he comforts her
As her vibrations simmer
Down, then she whispers
In his ear.......


Ask him if he can afford
Another round


Her favorite muscle

Thursday, April 7, 2011

living with death

A heart beats still
After being extracted
From ones chest, torn
From it's home deception
Induced such a mess


Wounded by stories Ones
Told by false tongue,
Enlightened by the truth
Encouraged a withdrawal
Of air from ones lungs


In a bout with oneself
The winner awarded
With oxygen, the
Joy the victor endures
Could never exceed the
Pain that lingers within


Thoughts of such
Betrayal lends a
Hand to this hideous
Act, mental repetition
Punctures and lacerates
One with facts


Constant blood lost
From open wounds
Influenced by love
Loss, one turns to
Prayer but such pain
Show no remorse


Relentless torture upon
One who possessed such
A passion, living absent
Its presence is like a request
For a daily bashing


One lives but now lacking
there very reason to exists,
A separation was In need
A departure from love now
Greatly missed


If your one who lives with
The death of that special love,
Keep in thought even with
Great loss a greater love awaits
Up above, with a price of almost
Nothing he desires an inch of your
time, A wish which requires his
Existence lives freshly in your
Mind


Living with death

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

untamed beauty

Your softest touch would
Force dimples upon her
Skin, rose pedal soft when
It blew she was lifted by the
Wind


You ever stopped and watched
The leaves fall to the ground,
Or relaxed your mind and
Listened to the wind and trees
Fool around


That sound......


Such a soothing melody....


When she struts you hear
It, Nature endures jealously


Freely she roams a rose picked
From her garden, to spread
Her gift of a walking wish
The ground begs for her
Pardon


Still in a natural state
Not one adjustment made,
Ones eyes would suggest
That purity was her name


Equipped with a heart
That held an even greater
Attraction, grains of kindness
Flows through her bodily stream
Of blood, in most cases her actions
Are saturated with love


Acts of random kindness is
A gorgeous trait, especially
When his strategy exceeds
One date


Being beautiful extends beyond
Her pretty face,


Or


That curvy trail desired followed
By her tiny waist,


Or


a nice firm shape in that
Area where she'd release what
She ate


Her Beauty comes from
within Sinking through
to her Skin,


Springing out in her scents


And passed on by the winds


Being beautiful is more
Then just a unique look,
You can't fall in love with
A story by just looking
At the cover of the book


Untamed beauty

Monday, April 4, 2011

B . F . D. F

A band of brothers assembled
By a common focus, one in which
If were seen isn't hard to notice


A roster built of mixed dreams
All destine for success, a rare
Sighting of a team where each
Player is uniquely blessed


Franchise players brought
Together to deliver excitement
To the game, yea them other
Teams are balling but there
Movements all the same


We seek change.....


Not one in it for the fame,
The inspiration for what
We do is strictly our passion
For that game


Taking a step away from
That ninety precent of us
Are fathers and not one a
Dead beat, I guess that
Was induced by the number
On that street, a place where
We were raised To stay sharper
Then some teeth, ones in which
Are stationed In The mouth of
an untamed beast


Loyalty is key in unlocking
What we seek, That's why
The route to us is unfortunately
steep


If you feel you can climb that high
And your wings are strong enough
To fly, understand you'll be comforting
them clouds when ever
They decide the cry


Born fly die fly is the motto
We live by, award your eyes
With such a prize a sight
In resemblance to a sunrise

B . F . D . F 

Sunday, April 3, 2011

hes far gone

Traveled from a state
One in which he wasn't
Stable, now settled in a
Better Place after removing
cards From that table

Endured a life of many pains
Most induced by himself,
Pushed by siblings hands
To walk the route of better
Health

A track with razor sharp turns
And steep mountainous hills,
Alone his car couldn't make
It His families aid played
The wheels

Now equipped with full wheel
Drive he stands on his own
Two feet,

When he sleeps......

That's the time in which
He lacks the will of his
Family

Sweet dreams..... In the case of
Having painful cavities,
Nightmares of his substance
Abuse days moments he felt
His world lacked gravity

chased Down an endless
Road with his past on his
Heels, His motioned slowed
His heart raced his breath
Lost as if he was running
Up a hill.

Thick clouds of smoke
Taunted him as he
Searched for his breath,
It's appearance he knew
To well it mocked a
Mirrors effect

Unable to shake himself
He's repeatedly forced to
Become one, these dreams
Reunite him with his past
A time in life he felt was done

How can one distance himself
From dream supported illusions,
Haunted Throughout his sleep
Which contributes greatly
to his daily Pollution

He's far gone