I'm only man so it's
mandatory I make
mistakes for if I'd never
made one I wouldn't desire
that accomplished taste
Loved my past and still
a different future I would
accept because mentally
I wasn't prepped for loves
best friend stress
Yesterday......
I would strive on
my ability to make
"her" wet but physically
I was only shielding myself
from the bliss I cowardly left
Today.....
Same dance I just
altered a couple steps
because I finally discovered
the courage to admit I was
blessed
So now as I flex I've
put my eyes to the test
training them now to seek
only what has potential to
be compared to my best
It's so unfortunate it
took death for me to
see..... That there was
a rose beside me versus
this grass now that's
hardly green
Even as the petals fell
I reacted as if it was a
dream... Nudging my
shoulder muscles like......
"whatever it ain't a thing"
When in reality it was
exactly what it seemed...
I let a world fall down that
had potential to fulfill my
dream
Now the only thing
between us is my
beautiful little seed..
but even that ain't enough
I need more then just a
seam
I require more then just
a string piecing me to
what I need that thread
shares my DNA but it's
flow is narrow like a stream
A river flow of love is what
my body surely needs the
bits and pieces I've received
is not enough to please my
greed
Reasons to why her
love was tamed all them
fingers point to me , all her
feelings now caged and she
refuses to set them free
All the care that assembled
us has been trained by my
deceit not in a sense that
one would cheat but by my
accelerated decision to leave
A sky high level of
please couldn't reverse
what I caused to flee so
I keep my eyes front with
hope our vision once again
would meet
I'm only man
(c) 2012 viewtifulink
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