Monday, December 10, 2012

out of reach


    I wish my arms
  
      had a reach equivalent
  
      to the hear in gods ears...
   

      Or
   

      Hands that could
  
      embed love into
  
      all those who's
  
      tamed by fear
   

      Bullies in parental
  
      camouflage a disguise
  
      that portrays care, so
  
      it's natural they see love
  
      that appearance keeps
  
      the child unaware
   

      What could a child
  
      possibly do for you
  
      to inflict a permanent
  
      bruise.... scars that
  
      never fade growth can't
  
      defeat the memory of
  
      mommy or daddy intentionally
  
      being cruel, yea we get older and
  
      learn from broken rules but you
  
      can't reverse the damage of
  
      a heart that's black and blued
   

      You can't rewind the
  
      time where pain was
  
      introduced due to a
  
      mood, frustrated work
  
      days made beatings
  
      a stress reliever after
  
      school, daily arguements
  
      turned physical when it came
  
      to you leaving you questioning
  
      above like " GOD WHAT THE
  
      HELL DID I EVEN DO"
   

      tears become disable
  
      there's no feelings
  
      left to be removed you
  
      become conditioned by
  
      the pain theirs nothing left
  
      for you to lose
   

      raised by one who
  
      endured an arsenal of
  
      abuse so im aware
  
      of the fight I'm currently
  
      living with the proof
   

      What was done in
  
      her past time struggles
  
      to erase... Some situations
  
      she prevails due to her
  
      "Parents" prior mistakes,    
  
      granting her strengths one
  
      could only acquire when
  
      coming from a horrid place
  
      but please don't be confused
  
      the depression is still great
   

      other situations tend
  
      to register as "fake"
  
      when you've never
  
      been fed affection how
  
      could you identify it's
  
      delightful taste.. learned
  
      to love as an adult her
  
      entire childhood was
  
      absent faith so to believe
  
      anyone cared to her knowledge
  
      was a waste
   

      Fifty four years young
  
      and still takes it day
  
      by day, who'd think a
  
      couple years of abuse
  
      would affect you all
  
      this way
   

      Out of reach
   

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love switch


When love invades
   
      your scene it tends
   
      to sell you awaited
   
      dreams, a bliss that
   
      last forever or at least
   
      that how it seems
   
      A new admiration
   
      for life a smoothen
   
      flow something like
   
      a stream and then
   
      time throws it's rocks
   
      confusing it's pace
   
      diverting it's means
   
      certain things....
   
      began to chip at
   
      that switch, most
   
      you can ignore awarding
   
      your level of care the
   
      assist, later in the game
   
      them perfect passes you
   
      tend to miss because now
   
      your fatigued that level of
   
      care is not as rich
   
      That thirst you
   
      had for love your
   
      better half can no
   
      longer quench it's
   
      like that pure they
   
      used to pour it now
   
      served from a faucet
   
      Love switch...
   
      it's amazing how
   
      quickly things can
   
      change, yesterday you
   
      wanted forever today your
   
      happy you didn't fulfill that
   
      claim, yesterday them birds
   
      would chirp but this morning
   
      they refused to sing, it's
   
      impossible to maintain
   
      that drive if your desired
   
      fuel is constantly drained
   
      I remember when
   
      the thought of your
   
      name aroused my
   
      face, excitement yelled
   
      go forcing the corners
   
      of my mouth to race,
   
      your beauty would cheer
   
      them on as they ran in
   
      opposite ways stretching
   
      as far as they can like
   
      they were commanded
   
      to create space
   
      Now thoughts of
   
      you only lends proof
   
      to the hands of fate...
   
      I've always thought
   
      I had control due to
   
      my belief in the strength
   
      of faith, little did I know
   
      time threw that lesson
   
      all in my face granting
   
      me the knowledge of
   
      loves common mistakes      
   
      Love switch...
   
      Who'd think what
   
      I felt for you could
   
      be dismissed, someone
   
      tuned off memories light
   
      your physical state is all
   
      that exist, if I was shielded
   
      from your sights even that
   
      I wouldn't miss I guess this
   
      is the sum of turning down
   
      loves switch
   
      Love switch
   
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walked her way


She said......
   
      I just wish for
   
      an hour you
   
      could feel the
   
      strain of walking
   
      in broken shoes..
   
      With words I can't
   
      express my hate for
   
      these unwritten rules.
   
      Just to prove my
   
      love I have to dirty
   
      my knees or my
   
      legs must divide
   
      with intention on
   
      fulfilling his needs..
   
      respect is all I ask
   
      an answer I've never
   
      received and he continue
   
      to play these games he
   
      knows I hate it in my
   
      weave......
   
      We both laughed....
   
      right before the pain
   
      stained her face... Hatred
   
      for life trails which I attempted
   
      to wipe away... She said
   
      " don't..... my only relief
   
      is to let it stream I just wish
   
      the flavors were reversed
   
      he would hate this dreadful
   
      taste
   
      When I express myself
   
      it seems it only creates
   
      space, shutting the door
   
      on my feelings only reveals
   
      the same fate......
   
      As I reply with silence
   
      he claims I'm inviting
   
      him to a chase, one in
   
      which he won't accept
   
      so he walks the other
   
      way
   
      "Stop crying "
   
      " don't ! " she pushes
   
      my hand away...
   
      Our eyes now
   
      entwined she asks
   
      after a sigh " I just
   
      need a ear is that okay"?
   
      I quickly nodd my
   
      head then start to
   
      develope this awkward
   
      taste and a couple
   
      thoughts later her
   
      pain is witnessed on
   
      my face.......
   
      ................  ...........
   


      " you o.......
   
      muzzled out what
   
      she was about to say
   
      with my concerns on
   
      the fact that I've made women
   
      feel this way....
   
      It's a shame it took
   
      your pain for me
   
      to see what I've
   
      inspired.... I borrowed
   
      your heart for a second
   
      and these tears were
   
      immediately hired, I
   
      applaud your courage
   
      a greater vision you've
   
      inspired so I thank you
   
      for this light yesterdays
   
      bright is now retired
   
      and I apologize
   
      this was supposed
   
      to be about you...
   
      She said " shhh, I've never
   
      seen you cry this is cute,
   
      and this stress was eating
   
      me so no I thank you, she
   
      gentley wiped the pain away
   
      smiled and said " how you like them
   
      broken shoes?
   
      Walked her way
   
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love drug


I use to love drugs...
       well I still do, its just
       my old dealer fading
       slow this new high I'm
       not used to.... when I
       Visit the sky I seem to
       witness a different
       blue like the sun went
       to sleep lending it's job
       to the moon

      These clouds a
   
      different puff I can't
   
      adjust to how they
   
      move.... I can't embrace
   
      that usual soothe they evade
   
      when I show an interest in
   
      looking cool      
   
      So every time I get
   
      high I'm trapped in
   
      a big empty room,
   
      Setting myself up
   
      to crash like diving
   
      in an empty pool..
   
      you knew there was
   
      no water but diving in
   
      you couldn't refuse because
   
      the thought of a new
   
      high seduces your mind
   
      and arouses you      
   
      So you flood
   
      your veins allowing
   
      that new addiction to
   
      push through hoping
   
      once it reaches your
   
      heart the fight against
   
      your prior desire would
   
      improve.....
   
      But it don't...
   
      you just enhanced
   
      it's ability to intrude..
   
      It's potency doesn't
   
      compare so your harassed
   
      by thoughts of what was
   
      removed
   
      poisoned by your past
   
      that influenced by something
   
      new and it hurts the best this
   
      time a sting inspired by what's
   
      true
   
      I used to love drugs..
   
      I mean I still love love
   
      but the stains they leave
   
      behind..... Your always
   
      forced to press rewind..
   
      work so hard at staying
   
      clean but can't control
   
      the debris left in your
   
      mind, with every move
   
      your forced to think if
   
      in loves direction your
   
      past you'll find, pinning
   
      you places you don't wanna
   
      be hideous mountains you
   
      rather not climb, just be
   
      aware when using love
   
      a drug that has a habit
   
      of stealing your time
   
      Love drug
   
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fell in lust


     A round of applause
   
      to the lens for it's attempt
   
      on finding perfection, a
   
      standing ovation to the
   
      subject a reward which
   
      defines this inspired erection
   
      Thoughts of recreating
   
      a definition for the meaning
   
      of a blessing if that choice
   
      was in my hand you my dear
   
      would be my selection
   
      Amazed at how the
   
      camera swallows your
   
      sweet complexion,
   
      jealous that your flavor
   
      isn't one of my oral
   
      investments, a caramel
   
      base watch you make love
   
      to your reflection then
   
      assist you once you
   
      melt now that's a sticky
   
      interception
   


      if sexy was complicated
   
      you would be my
   
      perception, I'd have
   
      no problem being
   
      wrong if you were
   
      submitted as my
   
      correction, if I was
   
      continuously ignored
   
      then told you were the
   
      physical form of rejection
   
      I'd purposely be annoying
   
      just to be entwined with
   
      your projection
   
      You seem experienced
   
      I'll sit back teach me a
   
      lesson, I have no problem
   
      taking orders use me I'll
   
      ask no questions, you can
   
      play the teacher I'll be your
   
      student with an obsession
   
      and when class is finally
   
      finished We'll proceed and
   
      switch professions
   
      A picture that paints
   
      pictures fulfilling my
   
      desires for a lusty
   
      collaboration...
   
      feeding me images your
   
      ocean spill my infiltration,
   
      massaging your insides
   
      as I embrace your suffocation
   
      satisfaction everywhere a
   
      mandatory evacuation,    
   
      saturated by your passion
   
      implying a success at
   
      penetration but you had
   
      the last laugh subtracting
   
      your fun with an oral
   
      calculation
   
      This photo here of you
   
      surely redefines sexy... I thank
   
      you for lending your beauty
   
      towards my gift of poetry
   
      Fell in lust
   
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flaws of a leo


Sometimes I wish mom
   
      and dad wasn't sexing
   
      eight months prior to
   
      august..... I can't explain
   
      my storm anger rains even
   
      when the level of pain is at
   
      it's smallest
   
      I can't explain the runaway
   
      train witnessed once my
   
      feelings are slaughtered...
   
      the impact equivalent to
   
      the snap in a father who'd
   
      Been forced to lose a
   
      daughter
   
      a shortened fuse god
   
      given it far from how
   
      I was brought up.... I can't
   
      shake it fate keeps denying
   
      my request for a trait alter
   
      Some may determine that
   
      I'm cruel due to my refusal
   
      to lose.. I swear I attempt
   
      to admit my wrongs my ego
   
      alters my route as the message
   
      is halfway through, leaving me
   
      with a taste like my food
   
      was seasoned with fool, I
   
      try but can't grasp my pride his
   
      only care is portraying cool so
   
      when alterations call on the
   
      voice of my inner man silence
   
      is what he'd  rather choose
   
      mentally developed a
   
      habit of claiming home
   
      to anywhere I loved to
   
      stand, it's like taking ownership
   
      of everything that embraces
   
      my hand..... Time is everything
   
      dedication sponsors my plans
   
      so when my space is taken
   
      for granted I may seem selfish
   
      when it comes to my land
   
      if my help was ever
   
      in need my hand would
   
      never fail to appear, if another
   
      didn't understand you could
   
      alway count on my ear, foes
   
      disguised as friends sometimes
   
      abuse our enhanced level of
   
      care because it's natural for
   
      us to help a king provides for
   
      all thats there
   
      A natural born king
   
      so our expectations may
   
      seem strange... Things
   
      I may desire sometimes
   
      can exceed your standard
   
      range, most may see it as
   
      a reward when to me it's
   
      fairly routine, this I hate
   
      the most its caused me
   
      so much pain because the
   
      victims of my demands
   
      to my heart their usually
   
      chained
   
      I'm a Leo and sometimes
   
      I wish my date of birth
   
      I could change.....
   
      Then again....
   
      I wouldn't be this
   
      strong if yesterday
   
      was lacking all this
   
      pain
   
      Flaws of a Leo
   
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i hate this place


Why am I here...
   
      my walls all
   
      disappeared, I'm
   
      surrounded by your
   
      touch, your soft, them
   
      gentle stares
   
      It all held together
   
      with the reasons
   
      that assemble your
   
      care this current place
   
      I fear how the hell did I
   
      get back here
   
      Love.......
   
      I used to...
   
      but its like love
   
      just uses you...
   
      A four letter word
   
      which brings forth
   
      an illusion of true..
   
      Everything is real
   
      the title of love feeds
   
      you that proof but in
   
      reality its the individual
   
      that serves you that truth
   


      Ninety percent of the
   
      time she doesn't follow
   
      loves rules, that same
   
       ninety percent
   
      he's playing her to be
   
      a fool, today love is just
   
      a game and I want no part
   
      of that vicious duel but she's
   
      forcing herself upon me I was
   
      elusive but misplaced that
   
      tool
   
      I'll admit I miss them
   
      nights and her ability
   
      to soothe but I refuse
   
      to invite that pain endured
   
      when it's  warmth your
   
      forced to lose
   
      It's like being skinned alive
   
      your soul permanently
   
      bruised.... Because you
   
      needed her but your request
   
      she didn't approve... Buttered
   
      you all up rich with flavor she
   
      made you drool just to show
   
      you her dismissive strut be
   
      aware love can be cruel
   
      developed hatred for
   
      something we need to
   
      feel at ease... Stumped
   
      like the mind of a child
   
      when told to say please..
   
      that bliss one receives
   
      is as nice as a summer
   
      breeze but it's ugly is
   
      as bad as the pretty when
   
      fall poisons our trees
   
      I hate this place, I
   
      know it's impossible
   
      to shake fate but if it
   
      was up to me love wouldn't
   
      leave its cage
   
      I hate this place
   
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trouble maker


Patiently waiting....
   
      For the day we
   
      share the same
   
      intention... One
   
      which gives our
   
      clothes a brief
   
      moment of suspension
   
      we spend your heated
   
      nights voicing our
   
      desires for pelvic
   
      friction but still are yet
   
      to take action like this
   
      satisfaction has a restriction
   
      time spent on the phone
   
      should be time we spend
   
      alone, your moist is self
   
      attended my stiff lackes
   
      its influential moan, the
   
      things I have in mind
   
      with gods hand you couldn't
   
      clone, Ive had so much time
   
      to plan for when we commit
   
      to being grown
   
      Round one....
   
      Should mimic the
   
      pace of a snail's
   
      race....  Gently remove
   
      your clothes growing
   
      eager to stuff my face
   
      my parents never mentioned
   
      sexy ever occupying my
   
      plate I've never felt this
   
      grateful for being blessed
   
      before I ate
   
      All your natural
   
      flavor I'll strive to
   
      extract sensations
   
      waste leaving your
   
      scent on my lips like I
   
      purchased your vaginal
   
      gloss in a form of an oral
   
      paste
   
      Round two....
   
      I'll freestyle depending
   
      on how you move, sometimes
   
      they invite me in others feel
   
      they have something to
   
      prove.... So I'll either spread
   
      you open or be introduce to
   
      your oral groove it don't
   
      make me no difference this
   
      time around its all on you
   
      show me how gifted you
   
      are station me near your
   
      tonsils or smother me with
   
      your flood test my stroke
   
      within your pool
   
      Round three...
   
      We attempt to triple
   
      what you released...
   
      using the saturated
   
      sheets as a judge for
   
      what we need to
   
      exceed.... Once we
   
      meet your peak we
   
      multiply it by three
   
      then I'll dive off the edge
   
      into the ocean you
   
      created beneath
   
      I have a thing
   
      for pleasurable
   
      sweets so it's how
   
      I'll end this meet and
   
      you'll never forget the
   
      day you allowed me to
   
      set you free
   
      Still waiting
   
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